With all due respect..

Dear Sarah : Shut your fucking face if you want to keep all your teeth intact.
And my suggestion, don't waste your time writing if you "don't care".
At least try to pretend you have a life.
Thank you. Love, Joolz
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# Posté le jeudi 22 octobre 2009 19:38

Modifié le jeudi 22 octobre 2009 20:24

New Beginning?

New Beginning?
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For almost a year,

I had an angel by my side: he guided me away from the wrong roads and mirky, dark corners.
He illuminated my path with his light, a light that never faded.
He watched over me when I slept, woke me up with a phone-ring in the morning or a touch of his hand, like satin, on my cheek.
He was my air, my food, my joy, my everything.
And having said that, these are just words.. But words are not enough to describe something so surreal.
Something out of this world.
Something so Holy.
Something impossible to forget.
Having lost the light of a creature so dear to me once..
It put me on the wrong path, and admittedly it was my own fault.
Desesperation and pain can push us in dangerous directions-
I had no more will to live in purity, if it was without Him.
I turned away from all the Good he had taught me, and turned away from God.
Luckily, it is never too late to turn back .
Luckily, He is forever in my heart, never to be forgotten.
Luckily, I am finding my old self again.

He knew what she was like.
You will just have to find out.

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# Posté le dimanche 18 octobre 2009 20:37

Modifié le dimanche 18 octobre 2009 20:57

You heard it, New Beginning.

You heard it, New Beginning.

It feels odd writing here again.
Moreover, writing in English -
it's been weeks since I got to open myself up properly.
Open myself up in MY own language. I missed it.


Since that weekend, I've been asking myself a lot of questions.
But this time I needed an answer. And my answer came with actions.

I am sick of the banal, cliche weekends: clouds of thick cigarette smoke, drugs, drinks, occasional flirts or more, sluts perking out their bust wherever you lay your eyes..
It's the life of the young, the free, the "fun" and disconcerned... those who don't "give a shit".
It's also the life that can make you trip, misguide you, bring the wrong people into your life and perhaps even pitch in a couple of pretty nasty STD's to the package along with some money-hungry sluts into your bed.

That's not what I choose for myself.
I doesn't mean I'll become a sudden "No Drinks, No Drugs, No Sex" maniac.
I've never been too much of a Straight-Edge lover.
But we all have to know our limits.
And I have pushed mine way too far.
Making me forget my goals in life, the people I love, and that good part in myself I cherish.





I am cutting out the "wrong" people.
I am cutting out the "wrong" places.
I am cutting out the "wrong".

Goodbye and Amen to that.
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# Posté le dimanche 18 octobre 2009 20:50

REINE.

REINE.
Malheureusement ma rentrée m'a aussi apporté des nouvelles assez tristes.

Tu resteras toujours dans mon coeur, Bubu.
On se retrouve se faire tous les concerts qu'on avait prévu..
Juste un tout petit peu plus tard.:)

Sinon, une soirée superbe chez Chris Vendredi 24.07 Haha
Vivement ce weekend -
Fête de Genève, Usine, Lui, 'Shooting pour SG.

Heureuse de vous avoir tous retrouvé ♥
..Mais mon c½ur est toujours a Londres.
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# Posté le jeudi 30 juillet 2009 18:11

Modifié le dimanche 02 août 2009 17:12

Il pleut souvent a Londres.

Il pleut souvent a Londres.
My city, my love, my passion.
Days and days of perfection.

Sleepless nights, the Tattoo Parlour, the tattooists.
The Fox Pub, the Crazy Metalheads, the Borderline.
The naked guy , the Glam-rock-kids, Moldovian Hummous.

AlexPiersTuttiMaioJohnXanderCyrilDanielJad(!). Jefferson? Haha.

Camden Town, Shisha, G.A.Y, "Oh Mon Dieu", Taiwanese Roommates.
PUNK, the Houseparty, the San Francisco boy, American Apparel.
Miss Kittin "Frank, Frank Sinatra", the Porn-tape, the T-Shirt "C.U.N.T.".
Stolen olives, Mexican Salad, Old Street, SIMON.
The Australian Transvestite, FAMOUS , Tinfoil on the Smoke Detector <3.
Chainsmoking in the Dorm, "Audrey's Army", Kittens! Inspired by Kittens.
Illegal "Diamond", Dora l'Exploratrice, Pierced Dick, Webcam Sluts.
MORE COMING SOON.


IN OTHER NEWS: GENEVE LE 24.07 / RENTREE A LONDRES LE 10.08 / CONCERT DE BROKENCYDE LE 27.08
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# Posté le mardi 21 juillet 2009 18:57